It's Over.

[i_amthecosmos]

Buster the dog was put down at appoximately 11:00 am today.

She was a sweet baby girl right up until she went under sedation. Thank you all for your help and thoughs for us.

Comments

[vlredreign.livejournal.com]

Oh, bb, I'm so sorry. *hugs you tight*

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Thank you.

[casey270.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

*leans* Made it through the first full day without her. I only cried about two times. Work is annoying as hell, but it's probably keeping me distracted.

[ahestele.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

Thanks for your comments, they mean a lot.

[graymouse.livejournal.com]

Oh dearest...I'm so, so very sorry for your loss.

*hugs*

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I have to work today, and I wish I hadn't.

At least I remembered my medications. And to eat.

[sidewinder.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry. From everything you've posted, it sounds like you did the absolutely best thing in giving her peace. But it is never ever an easy thing to do.

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

My husband was trying to think of anything that could put this off, make her better. But she had stopped drinking water that morning, and that's a bad sign. I think that I said that any one of her problems-one of the bad legs, the growths in her chest, the fever and chills-would be something we could work with. But all together and then her not wanting to drink or eat...nothing else to do.

I'm crying this morning-I started every day by getting dressed and letting her in for breakfast. Now I just don't want to do anything.

[without-me.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much. And that's a beautiful icon.

[qafaddiction.livejournal.com]

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

That's beautiful, thank you.

[sorchasilver.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry.

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

Thanks. It's been hard today, but it eventually got better.

[hammerhead22.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry for your loss. :hugs:

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

I'm self-medicating with fried tofu and RuPaul's Drag Race. If anyone sees the stupid comments I've made on the DR lj fan comm, it's just how I deal with stress-make a joke.

I am going to work in less than an hour and I do NOT want to go in on Valentine's Day and sell people flowers and have them ask me how my V-Day is going. I'm going to lie like a rug.

[milagro75.livejournal.com]

So very sorry for your loss. Buster and Millie can play together on the Rainbow Bridge. *hug*

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

Your Millie was adoreable.

[katzb101.livejournal.com]

*hugs tight* I'm so sorry hon!

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

Now it's the next morning and I'm at a loss. I don't know how to start my day without going to the backyard and bringing the dog in.

[argylepiratewd]

*hugs so, so, so much* I'm so sorry. :((((

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the SHOtB exchange. That fic really did help distract me from a horrible day.

[moominmuppet.livejournal.com]

*many many hugs*

I'm so sorry. I'm glad she got so many years with you, though.

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

One amusing story from Sunday night, the night before we took her to the vet: Some random person knocked on our door at one am. She immediately started doing her "I'm a big scary dog!" bark that made her sound like she was twice as big as she actually was. She couldn't really walk, but she still stumbled to the door to protect the house from whoever.

(I poked my head through the curtain and he realized he had the wrong house.)

[wynkat1313.livejournal.com]

*hugs* hun

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

Thanks. Today eventually got better.

[j-crew-guy.livejournal.com]

My condolences to you and Evan on your loss. My thoughts are with you both.

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

It's really hard on both of us. Evan didn't want to do it-he had lost his first beloved dog in a similar way and was willing to try anything to avoid that. But there were really no "anythings" left.

[pjordha.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry. (Hugs)

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

Thanks. It's just hard to imagine the house without her.

[alexandriabrown.livejournal.com]

I am so so sorry for your loss.

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

[lizibabes.livejournal.com]

so sorry to hear this. *hugs*

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Thank you.

[drunkoffthestars]

I'm so sorry. *internet hugs*

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

*leans* I miss her, she was such a sweet dog.

[sometimesalways.livejournal.com]

*hugging* I'm so sorry darling. You're in my thoughts <3333

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

Thank you. Today got a little better.

[musicsage92.livejournal.com]

[hugs]

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Love you.

[mnkyjnkieang.livejournal.com]

I am so sorry, bb. *hugs you tight*

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

*hugs back*

The vet and her assistant were great, by the way.

[semijocund.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

*leans*

[leela-cat.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry. Losing a companion and loved pet is so very hard. May you find blessings in your memories of her.

*hugs*

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

I do. She was so much fun.

[coneyislandbaby]

I'm so, so sorry *hugs*

[i-amthecosmos.livejournal.com]

Thank you.