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This is shaping up to be an "everything looks better in the morning" kind of day. (Something I didn't even know about until a couple of months ago, since I never got up in the morning.) I'm feeling calmer and more productive after several days of not doing much at all.

I lost my temper yesterday at Thanksigiving. Evan tells me not to worry about it, but he forgives me a lot easier than I forgive myself. I feel pretty bad about losing it over Yatzee of all things. Sometimes I just want to be left alone, and my visiting cousin is super-enthusiastic about everything. She also can't take "not right now" as an answer. It's my fault, but it made her feel bad.

But today's better.
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Today is day before Thanksgiving at work. We are closed Thanksgiving proper, so we'll be nuts. I do not have the energy for this. I just got up from a nap (I'm still waking up with the alarm, but if I need more sleep, I can always go back to bed later. I have to make allowances for an extreme circumstance like this). I'm just really fucking tired.

Mom informed me that I am expected for "real" Thanksgiving even though we've already had it. It's for my cousin. Her family situation is bad enough that she's adopted my parents as subsitute grandparents, and is coming over to visit. That's great, but I have no energy for this. I hate to say it, but I don't think I can deal with my mom. I'm too tired to.

Maybe I need ten hours sleep and then it'll be okay.

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